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This study aims to explore how a changed COVID-19 work environment influences nurses' clinical decision-making. Data were collected via three focus groups totaling 14 nurses working in COVID-19 pandemic wards at a Danish university hospital. The factors influencing decision-making are described in three themes; navigating in a COVID-19 dominated context, recognizing the importance of collegial fellowship, and the complexities of feeling competent. A strong joint commitment among the nurses to manage critical situations fostered a culture of knowledge-sharing and drawing on colleagues' competencies in clinical decision-making. It is important for nurse leaders to consider multiple factors when preparing nurses not only to work in changing work environments, but also when nurses are asked to work in environments and specialties that deviate from their usual routines.
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The maintenance of physical distance, the absence of relatives and the relocation of registered nurses to COVID-19 units presumably affects nursing care at non-COVID-19 units. Using a qualitative design, this study explored registered nurses' experiences of how COVID-19 influenced nursing care in non-COVID-19 units at a Danish university hospital during the first wave of the virus. The study is reported using the COREQ checklist. The analysis offered two findings: (1) the challenge of an increased workload for registered nurses remaining in non-COVID-19 units and (2) the difficulty of navigating the contradictory needs for both closeness to and distance from patients. The study concluded that several factors challenged nursing care in non-COVID-19 units during the COVID-19 pandemic. These may have decreased the amount of contact between patients and registered nurses, which may have contributed to a task-oriented approach to nursing care, leading to missed nursing care.
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PURPOSE: To explore the essential meaning of how sensory disturbances caused by Oxaliplatin influence self-understanding and freedom to live an everyday life among survivors after colorectal cancer. METHODS: Data was generated by means of a semi-structured individual interview with eight survivors after colorectal cancer who continued to experience chemotherapy-induced peripheral neuropathy at least one year after completing chemotherapy with Oxaliplatin. Data analysis was guided by existential phenomenology and descriptive life-world research. RESULTS: The essential meaning was structured by four constituents. 1) An unpleasant fluctuating sensation which is impossible to ignore, 2) Breaking through of noise and pain despite struggling to keep them at bay, 3) Continuously feeling ill despite being cured, and 4) Bodily constraints that impact self-understanding and limit enjoyment of life. CONCLUSION: The survivors used distraction to keep the sensory disturbances at bay but were forced to adapt to a new self-understanding as sufferers after chemotherapy despite being cured of their cancer disease. This way of being-in-the-world was understood by survivors, their families and healthcare professionals as a necessary price to pay to be alive. However, marked as sufferer after chemotherapy, the participants' everyday style of experience and life revealed as an ill health condition, which limited their ability to accomplish everyday activities as before and their freedom to realize their potential-the "I can".
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Antineoplásicos , Neoplasias Colorrectales , Enfermedades del Sistema Nervioso Periférico , Antineoplásicos/efectos adversos , Neoplasias Colorrectales/tratamiento farmacológico , Humanos , Enfermedades del Sistema Nervioso Periférico/inducido químicamente , Enfermedades del Sistema Nervioso Periférico/tratamiento farmacológico , Solución de Problemas , SobrevivientesRESUMEN
This article discusses how existential phenomenology may serve as a frame in a mixed-methods study of changes in weight and body composition among women in adjuvant treatment for breast cancer. In accordance with ontologically and epistemologically fundamental assumptions in nursing, we link mixed-methods and existential phenomenology from the perspective of the French philosopher Maurice Merleau-Ponty and his notion of a unified body subject. Letting this perspective permeate our philosophy, methodology and issues at the method level in mixed-method research undermines the distinction between first- and third-person perspective when applying and integrating different data sources in a mixed-methods study. Applying Merleau-Ponty's third way, the women's bodily experiences appear as gestalt; a 'figure' against a ground of existential threats that are grasped through insight from data integrating in joint displays, which revealed the women's experiences on a deep existential level. Existential phenomenology as a frame in mixed-method studies can speak not only to nurses but also to a multidisciplinary audience in a shared attempt to deepen the understanding of a patient's healthcare problem.
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Existencialismo , Filosofía , Femenino , Humanos , Proyectos de InvestigaciónRESUMEN
Purpose: To deepen the understanding of how survivors' experience and give meaning to the embodied phenomenon of chronic sensory disturbances in everyday life after oxaliplatin treatment for colorectal cancer.Methods: Data was generated by means of a semi-structured interview guide and drawings with the aim to explore eight survivors' lifeworld experiences. Data was analyzed through a phenomenological approach.Results: The essential meaning of sensory disturbances emerged in two main themes and four sub-themes. Theme A: 'A peculiar experience that is difficult to logically understand' with the subthemes; 'An ambiguous perception in hands and feet' and 'Being alienated from one's own body'. Theme B: Losing touch with the world' with the subthemes: 'A lack of sensory contact with physical surfaces' and 'Breakdown of sensitivity in hands hampers fine motor skills and social contact'.Conclusion: Sensory disturbances contributed to an ambiguous and discordant perception of an alienated body that was difficult to describe and affected the ability to act and connect to things and other people. Metaphors and drawings were valuable as means to verbalize and illustrate the changed body perception where the 'I can' changed into 'I cannot'. To support the embodied connection to the world new usage patterns were required.
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Neoplasias Colorrectales , Sobrevivientes , Neoplasias Colorrectales/tratamiento farmacológico , Humanos , OxaliplatinoRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Cancer treatment is increasingly provided on an outpatient basis, which may challenge patients and caregivers coping with illness and adverse effects at home. A telephone consultation is an accepted type of healthcare provision to support patients and prevent adverse outcomes when their capacity to self-manage is inadequate. Whether this option for help sufficiently supports patients needs further investigation. OBJECTIVES: The aim of this study was to explore patients' and caregivers' experience of calling an oncological emergency telephone. METHODS: The study applies a phenomenological hermeneutic approach with 12 semistructured interviews. Patients and caregivers who had called the oncological emergency telephone within the last 2 months were included. The interview texts were analyzed by content analysis. RESULTS: Patients and caregivers perceive the emergency telephone as a lifeline that they consider calling when the patient's condition changes from what they understand as normal to what they perceive as abnormal. They would rather call "one time too many than one time too few" if their resources are inadequate to ensure their safety. The tone, attitude, and professional competency of healthcare providers affect patients' experience of the call. CONCLUSIONS: The value of calling the oncological emergency telephone depends on the healthcare providers' professional competences and skills to establish a relationship that makes patients feeling accommodated and taken care of. IMPLICATIONS FOR PRACTICE: Patients' and caregivers' perceptions of what constitutes a good telephone consultation represent significant knowledge that contributes to a more comprehensive and practice-based understanding of what is required to advise patients and caregivers in an oncological emergency telephone.
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Servicio de Urgencia en Hospital/estadística & datos numéricos , Oncología Médica/estadística & datos numéricos , Telemedicina/estadística & datos numéricos , Adaptación Psicológica , Anciano , Cuidadores/psicología , Cuidadores/estadística & datos numéricos , Emociones , Femenino , Humanos , Entrevistas como Asunto , Masculino , Persona de Mediana Edad , Neoplasias/psicología , Neoplasias/terapiaRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Telephone consultations are common in supporting patients and caregivers in managing symptoms from cancer diseases and side effects from cancer treatment. In connection with telephone consultations, it may be a challenge that healthcare professionals have to rely on their auditory sense alone when they assess whether the problem can be solved over the telephone, or whether patients need an examination face to face. OBJECTIVE: To explore how healthcare professionals identify patients' essential concerns and assess serious conditions in calls to an oncological emergency telephone without face-to-face contact. METHODS: From a phenomenological-hermeneutical frame of reference, the analysis of three focus groups with a total of 16 healthcare professionals was guided by content analysis. ETHICS: The study follows the ethical guidelines for research. RESULTS: Two themes emerged. To identify patients in serious conditions, healthcare professionals kept focus on: (1) 'Reaching a mutual understanding without the clinical eye'. Before making a decision regarding a face-to-face examination, the healthcare providers were as follows: (2) 'Listening to an inner voice - attention on clues and signs'. LIMITATIONS: The transferability of the findings is limited to healthcare professionals who perform telephone-mediated care in a team of nurses and physicians. CONCLUSION: Staying open for diverse perspectives and integrating nonanalytical as well as analytical illness scripts, healthcare professionals were able to identify patients that needed further examination face to face.
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Neoplasias , Teléfono , Cuidadores , Servicio de Urgencia en Hospital , Grupos Focales , HumanosRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Cancer treatment is often given on an outpatient basis. An oncological emergency telephone line has been established to improve access to cancer care and prevent life-threatening side effects. However, healthcare professionals need to make clinical decisions without being able to assess patients face-to-face, which may be problematic. This study explores how healthcare professionals experience clinical decision-making in oncological emergency telephone consultations. METHODS: An exploratory qualitative approach applying three focus groups with healthcare professionals from a Danish university hospital were undertaken. Data were analysed using inductive content analysis. RESULTS: An overall theme elucidated how healthcare professionals ended up deciding during each call whether the problem could be solved on the phone or the patient had to come for a face-to-face consultation or to wait and see whether the condition changed. Some decisions were easy to make, while others were moderate or difficult. The decision was influenced by several factors that could be structured into three themes: reliance on one's own knowledge and experience, consideration of different perspectives and the influence of context. CONCLUSION: This study demonstrated that clinical decision-making in oncological emergency telephone consultations includes three types of decisions that are intertwined with intra-personal, inter-professional and contextual factors such as personal knowledge, collaboration and workload. These factors are essential for the timely referral of patients to the right level of service.
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Derivación y Consulta , Teléfono , Toma de Decisiones Clínicas , Servicio de Urgencia en Hospital , Grupos Focales , HumanosRESUMEN
AIMS AND OBJECTIVES: To explore from a nurse and patient perspective what questionnaire-"Functional assessment of cancer treatment gynecological group neurotoxicity" or "Oxaliplatin-Associated Neuropathy Questionnaire"-best describes chemotherapy-induced peripheral neuropathy and its influence on everyday life in a comprehensive and meaningful way, prior to implementation in daily practice. BACKGROUND: Patients experience chemotherapy-induced peripheral neuropathy during and after chemotherapy for colorectal cancer with oxaliplatin. This neuropathy is difficult to describe for patients and to identify for nurses. To address the specific needs of patients and improve identification of neuropathy and its influence on everyday life, we wanted to implement a questionnaire in clinical practice. DESIGN: A phenomenological hermeneutic frame of reference was used. METHOD: Semi-structured interviews with 15 patients and two focus groups with eight cancer nurses were used for data collection. Data were organised and interpreted by content analytical steps in a hermeneutical process. COREQ checklist was used in reporting of the study. RESULTS: The analysis resulted in two main themes (a) "To dig deeper" with sub-themes "to identify the line between acceptable and nonacceptable chemotherapy-induced peripheral neuropathy," and "searching for a precise description." (b). "When everything is interrelated" with sub-themes "to be aware of different perspectives and understandings" and "recognise potential pitfalls." CONCLUSION: Involving patients and nurses in choosing between the two questionnaires revealed that neither alone was sufficient to describe the patients' experiences. Instead, it seems essential to implement both questionnaires, using the answers as a basis for a dialogue to address the patients' specific needs. RELEVANCE FOR CLINICAL PRACTICE: Using patients and nurses perspectives in a complementary way may provide a solid foundation before starting an implementation process in clinical practice. However, attention must be paid to potential barriers and facilitators as well as the fact that a successful implementing process requires leadership and information sharing.
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Antineoplásicos , Enfermedades del Sistema Nervioso Periférico , Antineoplásicos/efectos adversos , Grupos Focales , Humanos , Enfermedades del Sistema Nervioso Periférico/inducido químicamente , Investigación Cualitativa , Encuestas y CuestionariosRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Patients and their caregivers are expected to take joint responsibility for reporting symptoms and seeking medical assistance, for example, by calling oncology emergency telephones or other helplines during a cancer trajectory. RESEARCH OBJECTIVE: The aim was to explore the meaning of responsibility as it appeared in patients' or caregivers' experiences of calling an oncological emergency telephone. DESIGN, PARTICIPANTS AND CONTEXT: Inspired by qualitative description and qualitative content analysis, a secondary analysis of data from interviews with 12 participants calling the oncological emergency telephone at a Danish university hospital was performed. ETHICAL CONSIDERATIONS: The project observes demands for safekeeping data and all regulations concerning research ethics in agreement with the Nordic Nurses Federation and the Danish Health Act. FINDINGS: Two main themes emerged: (1) to act responsibly as a patient or caregiver was to 'be watchful and alert', 'report symptoms the right way' and 'do crosschecking' and (2) to deal with the burden of responsibility was to 'feel safe when dealing with the burden of responsibility' and 'be relieved from the burden of responsibility'. DISCUSSION: Too much responsibility and a potential imbalance between healthcare professionals' expectations and callers' knowledge and capacity to act may place additional burdens on the callers, which may be eased by person-centred care. CONCLUSION: The meaning of responsibility appeared in the participants' capacity to act, where they observed, assessed and reported symptoms and controlled prescribed treatments as well as shared or handed over the responsibility to the healthcare providers. Thus, the analysis provided essential knowledge for healthcare professionals on how patients and caregivers handle this responsibility when faced with a cancer disease that is treated on an outpatient basis.
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Servicios Médicos de Urgencia/métodos , Líneas Directas/métodos , Rol Profesional/psicología , Anciano , Servicios Médicos de Urgencia/normas , Femenino , Líneas Directas/tendencias , Humanos , Entrevistas como Asunto/métodos , Masculino , Persona de Mediana Edad , Neoplasias/terapia , Enfermería Oncológica/métodos , Enfermería Oncológica/normas , Investigación Cualitativa , TeléfonoRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Despite several investigations, findings on weight changes during and after adjuvant treatment for breast cancer are diverse and point in several directions. OBJECTIVE: The aims of this study were to investigate changes in weight and body composition associated with contemporary anticancer medication and to examine factors that might influence the assessment and diversity of the findings. METHODS: This article used the method of a scoping review to map the body of literature. From searching the databases PubMed, CINAHL, and EMBASE using MeSH terms, CINAHL terms, and Emtree, as well as free text, 19 articles were selected for further investigation. RESULTS: The scoping review illustrates how findings in weight and body composition changes fluctuate over time as illustrated in 4 measure points: short term, 1 year, 18 months/2 years, and long term. The studies displayed differences regarding study designs, sample sizes, treatment regimens, measure points and techniques, and cutoff values for assessing weight changes, which make it difficult to synthesize findings and provide strong evidence for use in clinical practice. CONCLUSION: Synthesizing findings over time illustrates the need for attention on younger premenopausal women given chemotherapy. Weight need to be monitored for at least 2 years as short-term changes may be caused by increased body water, whereas long-term changes seem to be related with increased fat mass essential for risking recurrence and early death. IMPLICATIONS FOR PRACTICE: The diversity in methods discloses the need for the research community to reach consensus regarding study designs for future research in this area.
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Imagen Corporal/psicología , Peso Corporal , Neoplasias de la Mama/tratamiento farmacológico , Neoplasias de la Mama/psicología , Adulto , Antineoplásicos/uso terapéutico , Composición Corporal , Neoplasias de la Mama/fisiopatología , Quimioterapia Adyuvante , Femenino , Estudios de Seguimiento , Humanos , Persona de Mediana Edad , PosmenopausiaRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Antineoplastic adjuvant treatment for breast cancer can cause changes in women's weight and body composition and influence their general health and survival. OBJECTIVE: The aim of this study is to investigate the extent and patterns of change in weight and body composition after current standard adjuvant antineoplastic treatment for breast cancer. METHODS: Data on weight and body composition from 95 women with breast cancer Stage I to III were obtained during 18 months on a bioelectric impedance analyzer. Changes and odds ratio (OR) were calculated by a linear mixed model and logistic regression. RESULTS: At 18 months, there was an increase in weight of 0.9 kg (95% confidence interval [CI], 0.3-1.5; P = .003) and an average positive association of 0.35 kg/cm increased waist circumference (95% CI, 0.29-0.42 kg; P < .0001). Relative weight changes ranged from -12.7% to 20.5%. Weight gains related to increased body fat were observed mainly in premenopausal women receiving chemotherapy (1.4 kg; 95% CI, 0.4-2.4; P = .007). For menopausal status, OR was 2.9 (95% CI, 1.14-7.1; P = .025), and for chemotherapy, OR was 2.6 (95% CI, 1.03-6.41; P = .043). The OR for weight loss in Stage III breast cancer was 12.5 (95% CI, 1.21-128.84; P = .034) and 4.3 (CI, 1.07-17.24; P = .40) for comorbidity. CONCLUSIONS: Results demonstrate that weight changes in a pooled sample are overestimated. However, premenopausal women receiving anthracycline-based chemotherapy show a tendency toward a body composition with increasing fat mass. IMPLICATIONS FOR PRACTICE: A scheduled assessment of changes in weight and body composition is relevant at 18 months after treatment. To compare future studies, common measuring and cutoff points are needed.
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Antineoplásicos/uso terapéutico , Composición Corporal , Peso Corporal , Neoplasias de la Mama/tratamiento farmacológico , Adulto , Anciano , Anciano de 80 o más Años , Neoplasias de la Mama/patología , Quimioterapia Adyuvante , Femenino , Estudios de Seguimiento , Humanos , Persona de Mediana Edad , Estadificación de Neoplasias , Premenopausia , Estudios Prospectivos , Resultado del TratamientoRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Changes in weight and body composition among women during and after adjuvant antineoplastic treatment for breast cancer may influence long-term survival and quality of life. Research on factual weight changes is diverse and contrasting, and their influence on women's perception of body and self seems to be insufficiently explored. OBJECTIVE: The aim of this study was to expand the understanding of the association between changes in weight and body composition and the women's perception of body and selves. METHODS: A mixed-methods research design was used. Data consisted of weight and body composition measures from 95 women with breast cancer during 18 months past surgery. Twelve women from this cohort were interviewed individually at 12 months. Linear mixed model and logistic regression were used to estimate changes of repeated measures and odds ratio. Interviews were analyzed guided by existential phenomenology. RESULTS: Joint displays and integrative mixed-methods interpretation demonstrated that even small weight gains, extended waist, and weight loss were associated with fearing recurrence of breast cancer. Perceiving an ambiguous transforming body, the women moved between a unified body subject and the body as an object dissociated in "I" and "it" while fighting against or accepting the body changes. CONCLUSIONS: Integrating findings demonstrated that factual weight changes do not correspond with the perceived changes and may trigger existential threats. IMPLICATIONS FOR PRACTICE: Transition to a new habitual body demand health practitioners to enter a joint narrative work to reveal how the changes impact on the women's body and self-perception independent of how they are displayed quantitatively.
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Composición Corporal/fisiología , Peso Corporal/fisiología , Neoplasias de la Mama/tratamiento farmacológico , Quimioterapia Adyuvante/efectos adversos , Adulto , Anciano , Anciano de 80 o más Años , Instituciones de Atención Ambulatoria/organización & administración , Antineoplásicos/efectos adversos , Antineoplásicos/farmacología , Antineoplásicos/uso terapéutico , Imagen Corporal , Neoplasias de la Mama/fisiopatología , Estudios de Cohortes , Dinamarca , Femenino , Humanos , Modelos Logísticos , Persona de Mediana Edad , Investigación CualitativaRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Changes in weight and body-shape are well known side effects among women treated for breast cancer. Caring for these women requires knowledge of how they perceive these bodily changes. However, knowledge on weight changes and how such changes influence the women's perception of their bodies and selves is limited. OBJECTIVE: To describe the essential meaning of the phenomenon of changes in weight and body-shape in women treated for breast cancer and how these changes influence the women's perception of body and self. DESIGN: The study design is guided by existential phenomenology as a unifying framework and descriptive life-world research as the methodological approach. Data consisted of 12 individual interviews. SETTING: The study was conducted at a department of oncology at a Danish university hospital in 2014. PARTICIPANTS: Women with changes in weight and body-shape were invited to participate in the study for purposeful selection. Inclusion procedure took place when the women attended the outpatient clinic at one year follow-up. RESULTS: The essential meaning "The ambiguous transforming body--between a luxury problem and fear of recurrence"' was formed by three interrelated constituents: (1) the body--a demanding stranger; (2) fighting to be the master in one's own life, and (3) accepting the bodily changes. CONCLUSION: Weight changes may induce a feeling of being in transition between a former well-known body and a current strange demanding body. Interpreting the bodily changes in the light of being alive, the weight changes appeared as a luxury problem. However, knowing that excess fat can cause breast cancer, the women are caught in a dilemma because the medication is supposed to contribute to long-term survival and at the same time is a possible contributor to weight gain. Being alive but unable to avoid bodily changes, the changes influenced the women's self-perception as autonomous agents and provoked self-blame, shame and feelings of ungratefulness. Thus, relieving the burden of changes in weight and body shape is not only a question of appearance, but encompasses the desire for life and anxiety of death.
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Peso Corporal , Neoplasias de la Mama/terapia , Neoplasias de la Mama/psicología , Dinamarca , Femenino , HumanosRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: In developing an interview guide, pre-existing knowledge about the research topic is essential. In a recent study, we were interested in exploring the experiences of weight changes among women treated for breast cancer using individual interviews. However, to develop an interview guide for the individual interviews that covered relevant thematic and dynamic dimensions, we found existing literature insufficient. Thus, we turned our attention to the benefit of the focus group method. OBJECTIVES: This study aims to discuss how a focus group prior to individual interviews may contribute in developing the thematic dimension and translating the dynamic dimension of an interview guide into everyday language. METHODS: We conducted one focus group interview of five women treated for breast cancer with experiences in weight changes. Data were analysed using content and conversation analysis and discussed with relevant literature on interview guide development. ETHICS: The study is approved by the Danish Data Protection Agency (2008-58-0028) and follows the ethical guidelines for qualitative research. RESULTS: Data generation and analysis resulted in themes for the thematic dimension, as well as three dynamic areas to consider in the individual interviews to bridge the gap between the interviewer and the interviewee. The dynamic areas are as follows: The use of words, images and metaphors - a shield and self-protection, Multiple meanings to explore and Staying close to the everyday language. CONCLUSION: The analysis made us more familiar with the content and meaning of weight changes among breast cancer survivors. Furthermore, it provided images and metaphors, multiple meanings and a sense of the women's everyday language that calls for an open interview frame to be used in subsequent individual interviews.
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Entrevistas como Asunto , Grupos Focales , Humanos , Persona de Mediana EdadRESUMEN
BACKGROUND: Patients with cancer experience side effects related to their antineoplastic treatment. Demands for efficiency limit the time patients spend with health professionals. This requires that professionals are able to offer adequate support to patients in coping with side effects of treatment in everyday life. However, it appears that the level of information about and support in living with side effects may be insufficient. OBJECTIVE: To explore patients' experiences of how side effects from chemotherapy and radiotherapy impact everyday life as well as the information needs in coping with these side effects. METHODS: Nine patients' experiences were analysed and interpreted using a phenomenological-hermeneutical approach. Data were collected through semi-structured interviews. FINDINGS: The patients are deeply impacted by side effects in their everyday life. They struggle to take power but experience loss of control. They feel inexperienced without knowledge in an 'ongoing system', and because of lack of continuity, they do not come up with their real needs. To avoid pitfalls in the information, the patients need individualized support from the professionals. CONCLUSION: If the patients have to be supported during everyday life with side effects from cancer treatment in an individualized way, the professional must be aware that the patients risk adapting to the busy healthcare system. To empower the patient, the professional must be able to sense the patients' appeal for help and enter into caring relationships. IMPLICATIONS FOR PRACTICE: To ensure targeted information, the relationship between nurse and patient must build on nursing values including the patients' illness - perspective. However, the professionals must take a critical look at how they provide information and how they act to empower the patients.
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Antineoplásicos/efectos adversos , Neoplasias/terapia , Radioterapia/efectos adversos , Adaptación Psicológica , Adulto , Anciano , Femenino , Humanos , Masculino , Persona de Mediana Edad , Neoplasias/tratamiento farmacológico , Neoplasias/radioterapiaRESUMEN
The aim of this study was to get a deeper understanding of student nurses' experiences of personal caring ethics by reflection on caring encounters with patients in clinical practice, ethical caring ideals, ethical problems, and sources for inner strength that give courage to practice good caring. In all, 24 Scandinavian student nurses participated voluntarily in an interview study. The interviews were analyzed within a phenomenological-hermeneutical approach and revealed three themes. The students found themselves in two different states of vulnerability: one in which they were overwhelmed by their vulnerability and began to suffer themselves and the other where their vulnerability became a source of development with focus on the patient. The students' ethical caring ideals served as fixed reference points in their ethical development, but their ideals were at risk of decline. The students reflected on the barriers for performing ethical care and nurtured their ethical ideals by providing ethical care in secret. Caring in secret occurred also when student nurses did not experience a shared ethos.