RESUMO
In the current study, we sought to examine whether patients incorporate the identity of a patient receiving autologous stem cell transplant (ASCT) for multiple myeloma (MM) into their daily lives. Multiple myeloma patients receive education before initiating the ASCT treatment process. In this ethnographic study using interpretative phenomenological analysis, we observed pretransplant education visits with 30 MM patients, followed by semistructured interviews in their hospital rooms during transplant. The experience of receiving ASCT for MM required effort by patients to not only maintain their past identity but also establish a new patient identity. Reconciling these 2 identities required deliberate and emotionally draining effort from the patient. Results were organized into 2 overarching themes of social relationships and aesthetics with subthemes for each. Understanding methods MM patients who are receiving ASCT use to negotiate normalcy during treatment may be helpful for developing interventions for alleviating distress during this difficult time.