Mutual Mistrust: The Multilayered Experiences at the Intersection of Healthcare and Early Parenting Among Mothers With Opioid Use Disorder.

OBJECTIVE: The aim of the study is to explore the early parenting experiences among a cohort of postpartum individuals with opioid use disorder (OUD) both during and after the delivery hospitalization to identify areas of intervention to strengthen bonding and attachment. METHODS: Semistructured qualitative interviews with recently pregnant people with OUD assessed parenting needs, supports, and goals in the context of the demands of addiction treatment and early motherhood. Probes explored the relationship between early parenting experiences, addiction, and recovery, as well as enabling factors and barriers to mother-infant bonding. Interviews were completed between 2019 to 2020. A constant comparative methods approach was used for codebook development and analysis. RESULTS: Twenty-six women completed interviews a mean of 10.1 months postpartum. Twenty-four women were receiving methadone or buprenorphine treatment at delivery for OUD. Four interrelated themes emerged. Women experienced the following: (1) increased surveillance from healthcare workers who doubted their parenting ability; (2) a desire for a "normal" early parenting experience that was not disrupted by increased medical monitoring and surveillance; (3) complex and intersecting identities of being both a mother and a person in recovery; and (4) the importance of support from and advocacy by clinicians and peers to developing maternal confidence and connection. CONCLUSIONS: Interventions are needed to improve the early parenting experiences of opioid-exposed mother-infant dyads, to address the mutual mistrust between health care providers and parents, and to provide additional supports to families. Promotion of positive attachment and parental self-efficacy should be prioritized over increased surveillance and scrutiny to sustain maternal recovery trajectories into early childhood and foster family well-being.