RESUMO
In the light of increasingly loud and highly visible public protests against protective measures and policies against COVID-19, the concept of conspirituality has recently gained a lot of attention. It is used to theoretically grasp the ideological glue of the heterogeneous milieu of protesters. The aim of this article is twofold. First, we show how, in conspirituality, elements of conspiracy beliefs are intertwined with esoteric-spiritual ideas. Going back to occultic milieus, these worldviews are then diffused and slowly popularized. Second, using depth-hermeneutic analyses of a biographical interview with a protest participant, we show that fragments of ideology are ingested in an idiosyncratic manner and interlaced with existing subjective interpretive patterns. This will further reveal the fundamental insecurities caused by the pandemic itself and by the political attempts to deal with its effects. Against this background, we conclude that conspirituality serves as a pattern of 'crooked cure', mitigating inner conflicts (co-)produced by society. This is achieved by protectively ascribing unbearable affects, ambivalences, and anxieties, but also unfulfilled desires of harmony, security, and comfort either to nature or to malignant conspirators.